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well, I got through church (and the standing in front of people waving my hand for the music thing). I'm not sure I enjoyed it, but I didn't feel like I was going to throw-up either (something that often happens when i perform). At least I wasn't playing the organ. They picked a couple of difficult songs to play today.

Still not feeling happy, but not sad/mad/frustrated/irritated/bored either. at least the blah isn't a depressed one...